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06 March 2012 @ 11:16 am
 
I've always ranted here during my heydays so why stop now? Again, in bullet points. I don't want to be less concise cos I'm mad.
  • An old friend has been bringing up the "why don't you visit us" schtick. Nothing wrong with that save for the fact that this person should be the last one na dapat manumbat saken. She's been award-winningly shady for the past couple of years and now that she thinks she has her life on track, the first thing she does is go preacher mode on me. About how I'm supposed to be a better person; ME. So, I go psycho on her ass as well. I'm tired of being at the other end of some of people's issues. If they want to feel good about themselves, it's NEVER EVER going to be at my expense.
  • I'm still amazed at the level of tolerance I have for my family. Call me a heartless bitch but we're all human beings who are suffering on this plane of existence so I don't get it why some humans have to be prioritized more than others just cos you belong to that "tribe" by birth. The funny thing is, you'll be forced to endure that "tribe" for life. I'm sorry for any orphans reading this, but you're not really my target audience as of the mo'. Please pardon my "ungratefulness" for today.
  • Human beings are so annoying!!! Stupid, too. No, that doesn't exclude me. I just wish we evolved into better beings than what we are as a majority. WE COULD BE SO MUCH MORE. Much more in kindness, environmental responsibility, social awareness... haha my inner idealist is punching its way out of my robotic framework. Close, but no dice. I can't be bothered with this college shet any more.
Not that time of the month. Just an ugly realization of where I am and what's around me and sometimes it gets really frustrating when you smacked by reality in your least guarded moments. Ugh. OK, now I feel better.

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